If I Really Love You

Yesterday you told me that you wanna be alone

I could hear the distance in your voice over the phone

You don't say I love you back

Or let your feelings show

You used to be so good at that

But now I never know

I wish you would hold me

I wish you would tell me how you feel

Want you to show me

If anything left in this is real

'Cause maybe l'm afraid to see you

Dancing on your own

If I really love you

I'll let you go

Midnight drives in your old sweatshirts

Never felt so cold

And I still hear the stupid songs you showed me

Everywhere I go

I can taste the hesitation

Running from your lips

I can feel it in my bones they're breaking

We can't end like this

I wish you would hold me

I wish you would tell me how you feel

Want you to show me

If anything left in this is real

'Cause maybe l'm afraid to see you

Dancing on your own

If I really love you

I'll let you go

Moments wrapped and romance that end with bitter sunrises and goodbyes

Moments so fragile and rare that I wonder

If they would have the same taste if not such a delicacy

But l'd still devour you as I lay here

And recall years wavering emotions

Suppressed desires and volcanic explosions

That retreat into dormancy

I wonder could we ever flow together

Or are we two twin souls finding each other in the wrong lifetime

'Cause maybe I'm afraid to see you

Dancing on your own

If I really love you

I'll let you go (hmm)

If I really love you

I'll let you go