Dead River

I was swimming at unknown rivers

I didn’t know how deep it was

The pressure pushed me down

Suddenly all I saw was darkness

I thought somehow your waves could bring me back

But I was so delighted with all the colors

That it kept me diving each time deeper

Then I gave up, I gave you all of myself

I undressed my soul for you

I was naked when you saw me crying

But the water kept my eyes closed

I was blind, I didn’t see the truth

I was just another swimmer

Another one drowned in your sea

But I thought maybe I could change it

Then the winter came and froze your heart

You said you were too stone to love again

I said I could, I never learn

I said it ‘cause I fell into your water

But you didn’t fall into mine

You fell for someone else

When I saw it, I couldn’t believe in that

But I’m still swimming like the beginning

I am lost in the ocean of your mind

I am drowning into your ocean (why can’t I go to the surface?)

I am drowning into your ocean (here’s so dark)

I am drowning

Here in deep water I still see your face

I remember of when we swam together

But you left me in the dark

I am drowning into your ocean

Do you see it?

I can’t breathe

‘Cause my lungs are full of water

Do you feel it?

Or you just watch?

And pretend that I never existed

I want to erase you from my memory

I want to erase you from my memory

My heart is blue and cold

Because I’m a dead river for you