Soul Search Party

Shivering with you, we shoot our breath into the cold

We see the shine from a town that sucked the life straight from the desperate souls

And out in the distance are silhouettes from the headlights

That brighten up our faces and the tears inside our tired eyes

And I finally realized that no matter where we go

We'll never truly find ourselves if we only ever look alone

We drank too much and here's to us

'Cause we succeeded in forgetting that we were still alive

And I lost myself along the way, still got ambitions

Because hope is the one thing that keeps me going in the worst of times

I know I never claimed to have a heart of gold

I haven't been myself lately and I felt so strong a year ago

Silent cries for help echo through late nights and empty streets

And I'd suffer outloud but no one would care enough to be listening

Proving to our heads that our hearts have reasons to still beat

Is sometimes harder than it seems, so beat some life back into me

But on nights like this say "fuck the world" and pass the drink

We'll only be alive one time 'til we rot in hell for eternity

And when I'm burning I don't want to fucking regret anything

So if life's a joke then show your teeth and raise your glass and sin with me