Ugly

Have you ever woke up screaming?

Have you ever woke alone?

When the walls around you won't stop laughing

Where do you go?

Sweat seeps in your eyes at night

And you realize

That no one understands you at all

Well I was bound to have a nervous breakdown

Should've seen it coming from miles away

So I packed my bags and started running

My brains been shaking since yesterday

But there's only so far that you can run boy

There's only so far to leave your problems behind

'cause when the problem's yourself you start thinking

No matter how far

You'll never leave it behind

No one understands me at all

Now I'm 22 with still no clue

Of who I am or show I'm supposed to be

I know it to you it sounds funny

You've got it worked out like it's a fuckin' disease

Started asking myself do I fit in?

Where I belong

Could this really be me?

Been feeling downright ugly

Tell me is this the way it's supposed to be?

So what's the difference?

You're doing fine

The clock keeps ticking as you lose your mind

The one you need to call you

Never calls

Sweat seeps in your eyes at night

And you realize

That no one understands you at all