The Break

Everyday I wake try not to get lost

Try to hear myself, try to be my own boss

See I gotta problem with self preservation

Everything is time and it's all I've been wastin'

But not in the way you might think

I've bin tryna swim here, hope I never sink

Then my heart goes black and I'm back on the brink

Give it all I got, then it's gone in a blink

Then the mayors drunk at a party and he tells me that I'm doin' everything all wrong

I wanna disappear, drowned in my beer

But I just try to move on

I bend, I break, I bend, I break

I bend, I break, I bend, I break

Every night I sleep try to get a little rest

Try to dream sweet and forget I'm not the best

'Cause I fight with myself all day like I'm crazy

And my mom keeps askin' when they're gonna pay me

We all wanna make somethin' last

Wanna live long but don't wanna let it pass

And ya can't hold on

Shotgun blast

Give it all I got then it's gone in a flash

Then the basement floods with tears and I can't say where this went wrong

Tryna catch my breath, if I have some left, I'll tell you I'm not gone

I bend, I break, I bend, I break

I bend, I break, I bend, I break

You know I'm gonna smash it

Burn trees to ashes

Gold on the highway

Whatever comes my way

We roll, today, forever

You know I'm gonna smash it

Burn trees to ashes

Gold on the highway

Whatever comes my way

You know I'm gonna smash it

Burn trees to ashes

Gold on the highway

Whatever comes my way

I bend, I break, I bend, I break

I bend, I break, I bend, I break