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Who would I be, if I never met you?

It's not like I don't know that I can't go on

But, I don't want to till I hear you sing me a song

It's only you, that could bring me back, but you only remember that

I only ever seemed to cause you grief and now

You're serious as a heart attack

I'm trying to be sincere

But all I think about is lying since you left me here

About the way that I've changed, how I don't act the same way

And if you walked into the room I wouldn't be going insane

If our paths someday collide

Will you still be looking at me through indifferent eyes?

Who would I be if I never met you?

I'm half as crazy now that I never see you

I'm plagued with thoughts of you in my mind all the time

It's always you, who changes my mind act like your fine

Then confront me out of nowhere telling me your not mine

It's always you

If you throw away what you know is right

You'll end up just like me! Out of your mind

For the past five years I've been waiting for someone

That's never coming my way

All of my memories of you are fading with time

It's so hard to remember when you called yourself mine

When you left I found the worst in me, that's a sign

Who would I be if I never met you?

I'm half as crazy now that I never see you

I'm plagued with thoughts of you in my mind all the time

It's always you, who changes my mind act like your fine

Then confront me out of nowhere telling me your not mine

It's always you

You said that I would see you again, you said this

Wasn't the last time, that this could not be the end

It's so incredible how much of a low life I've exposed

Myself to, of course I've always blamed you

I knew I threw away the only chance I've ever got

At proving that I could stand up and take what I want

You only ever wanted me to show you that I'd give up

The life that I had, just for a chance

Every day I'm wondering if I'll ever change

Addicted to the pain I feel when I hear your name

Picturesque memories of you haunt me in my dreams

But every time I wake your gone and I'm left to face the day, alone

Everything I do I think I do it for you

It's sad it's fucking sick but the worst part is it's true

I know you'll never hear this but it's all I can do

Just spill my fucking guts and hope that you get a clue

Who would I be if I never met you?

I'm half as crazy now that I never see you

I'm plagued with thoughts of you in my mind all the time

It's always you, who changes my mind act like your fine

Then confront me out of nowhere telling me your not mine

It's always you