Undesirable

Come on

My names been dragged through the dirt

Love me, but suspect me first

You probably assume the worst

But that's okay, I did this myself

You'll ask but I'll never tell

You'll never know me that well

You'll never know me that well

Cuz I'm a snake in the grass

Talk shit, don't take it back

Look close and you'll see

The real despicable me

I tried, I fucking tried and I tried

I'm just too easy to despise

Today I woke up to a miserable scene

Saw my reflection saw the absolute worst in me

Insane, crazy in the worst way

What's crazy is how fast things can change

When they are going your way

Now I've got nothing left

Can't even find the words to say

I finally lost my mind

I finally ran out of time

All or nothing

I know I've just lost my way,

But I never meant to leave such a broken path of pain

Give me a chance please I'll explain

Different perspectives through different eyes

We're not the same

I'm out of touch with everything

That I should probably feel inside

I am the worst person I know

I never had a heart and I just sold my soul

All my friends are dead, my girlfriend left,

And I've got way too many voices inside of my head

They're screaming

"I am the worst person I know"

You want a heart to hear?

I'll let you know

I am the worst person I know

I will not be found

I'll give you the run around

The second you see inside of me I know you'll back out

I grew up with a voice in my head

And honestly without that voice I'd probably be dead

Please don't wait for the prodigal son

He almost came back, but he was having too much fun

He's dead and gone and we knew it along

Each time I give in the temptation is too strong

And now I'm back here again

Been wearing masks so long that now I don't know where to fit in

Every night I lose it

All of the choices that

I've made tighten the noose till it fits

Hide behind so many masks

Try so hard it never lasts

The darkness inside of me

Just wants to set itself free

I know I've just lost my way,

But I never meant to leave such a broken path of pain

Give me a chance please I'll explain

Different perspectives through different eyes

We're not the same

I'm out of touch with everything

That I should probably feel inside

I am the worst person I know

I never had a heart and I just sold my soul

All my friends are dead, my girlfriend left,

And I've got way to many voices inside my head

They're screaming:

"I am the worst person I know"

You want a heart to heart?

I'll let you know

I am the worst person I know