Not On My Mind

Sitting quietly on my own

Don’t know where I put my phone

Tough anxiety has consumed me

And bled deep into my soul

You had me beggin, beggin, beggin, beggin

For you back

Now, oh, I’m fast asleep

Close my eyes I’m lost inside

My own demented mind

Now you’re dead to me

Is it weird I’m dead inside

But feel so much more alive

Don’t feel nothing anymore

All the pain is set aside

Never drunk but always high

At least you’re not on my mind

I say I’m over you I swear it’s true

Some nights I just don’t follow through

You’re so bad for me you abuse me

But I keep on using you

You had me beggin, beggin, beggin, beggin

For you back

Now, oh, I’m fast asleep

Close my eyes I’m lost inside

My own demented mind now you’re dead to me

Is it weird I’m dead inside

But feel so much more alive

Don’t feel nothing anymore

All the pain is set aside

Never drunk but always high

At least you’re not on my mind