I Forgive You

I want to welcome you to my I forgive you mixtape

Lil b - love of bullshit on my mind

I'm just tryna stay alive and be positive, uplift

Show love to where I come from

This shit brings tears to my eyes cause it's like

Fuck these niggas man!

That's on life, nigga

My inside's burnt up, I'm tore up from the weed smoke

My vision out of place, I'm a hunter

I got the fiends going, literally, not mentally

I'm on another note, the last time I've seen some real friends

Was on the tv show, and when I was going break

They always had their comments

Leave you in the dirt and hit you where it hurts

But a man like me, I'm a work on the nightshift

Work on the graveyard even if I never sleep

The american dream is to die self-made

The rich stay rich and the poor eat the grains

Now that's where the root and the source of all my pain

I was born into war, I don't want to die in a flame

Listen, just listen, you can heard it in the system

I forgive you for your thoughts

It's hard to see wisdom, when you're a 5, you're not thinking 10

You're not seeing 7, you're not even 6

And I guess you kind of pissed cause most niggas staying under

I forgive your hate, I sit back and wonder

Life's really hard but I move through the thunder

I keep my head up, I step my bread up

The money came in to me cause a brother stopped chasing

Quit being so thirsty, no off back hating

No random car rides with the fiends to go shopping

I was stealing that night, I was dealing that night

But plotting by day, I still live in paranoia

Even still to this day, I can't believe I'm not folded

They not planking in the bay where I'm from

Cause this is not a game and they got real guns

I forgive you for your ignorance, not paying attention

To the message that I'm giving, to say I'm never sitting

That means that I'm not sick and I been down since the beginning

With a cough and a limp, warm hand and cold lips nigga

This little boss

And I'm thinking about the tat

Cause the squad showed me hate

But I don't got to relax

I gotta relax, actually, I need to relax

But I got the respect, I forgive you at last

Take the money out the car, put my soul in the bag...