A Song About Dying

And so as it seems no one wants me around

So I'll pack up and leave and not come back to town

You'll forget about me and hold feelings you found

It's a burden on me but I still think about

My old house where my demons live

My old room I used to do acid in

If there's one thing I've learned from all of this

Its that getting older just means you hate shit

And so as it seems I'm a nihilist now

Everything bothers me without making a sound

Hollow chest broken heart I wake up feeling doubt

I just want it to end can you please help me out

I just need you

To guide me thru

This stupid thing that's in my head

I'm going thru

I feel betrayed every day I'm awake

I just want it to end is that too much to ask for fucks sake

And so as it seems no one wants me around

So I'll cut both my wrists till I fucking bleed out

Leave my body to waste in my room where you found

Me lying there when you promised you would help

But it's too late

I'm near the light

My body aches

And honestly I'm terrified

But one things for certain I'm glad that it's over

And as my life flashes by I spent none sober

And so as it seems I wish I could relive

All the moments I wasted just shooting the shit

With myself in the mirror on drugs as a kid

I'll miss you my dear but don't cry not one bit

I'm sorry, I hate me too

I can't go back

I should've stayed alive for you

And now that it's over I hate this decision

Can you hold me closer I'm losing my vision