Spirit Breaker

Seeking refuge in the medicine

Connections interrupted, the mind recoils in regret

Insufferable horror taking over

The sickness and decay that your soul rejects

Paranoid, as you label me a bastard

Fill the void, the addiction is a master

He’s shifting closer and closer to the edge

Terrified, I feel him leaving

Paralyzed, while his hand are seizing

He’s fighting his hardest to stay out of the darkness

But the amphetamine serves as a spirit breaker

We’re never told that we won’t live forever

Reality, tearing me from the pressure

You weren’t given the chance, we’re never heaven sent

Go far away, add yourself to the stars at night

Go far away, for years I'm saying goodbye

And you never should’ve been there, engrained in despair

I couldn’t carry the weight bearing down on both of us

A casualty of being broken from your home and family

I watched you end it all, and slowly drift away again

We’re never told that we won’t live forever

Reality, tearing me from the pressure

You weren’t given the chance, we’re never heaven sent

Go far away, add yourself to the stars at night

Go far away, for years I'm saying goodbye

This is me reaching out, but it’s too late

I close my eyes and I see your face again

Lay me down while holding onto your sins

And I’d give anything to take it all away

The shattered vein in your arms, all of your darkest days

Waking from a dream, out of breath from calling your name

It’s just the cycle of loss stuck on repeat again

We’re never told that we won’t live forever

Reality, tearing me from the pressure

You weren’t given the chance, we’re never heaven sent

Go far away, add yourself to the stars at night

Go far away, for years I'm saying goodbye