Something I Never Had

Do you see me

Do you feel me like I feel you

Call your number, but I cannot get through

You don't hear me

I don't understand

When I reach out, I don't find your hand

Were they wasted words?

Or did they mean a thing?

And all that precious time

But I still feel so in between

Someday I just keep pretending

That you'll stay

Dreaming of a different ending

I wanna hold on

But it hurts so bad

And I can't keep something that I never had

I keep telling myself

Things can turn around with time

And if I wait it out, you could always change your mind

Like a fairy tale where it works out in the end

Can't I close my eyes, have you lying here again

Then I come back down, then I fade back in

And then I realize it's just what might have been

Someday I just keep pretending

That you'll stay

Dreaming of a different ending

I wanna hold on

But it hurts so bad

And I can't keep something that I never had

Am I a shadow on your wall?

Am I anything at all, anything to you?

Am I a secret that you keep?

Do you dream me while you're sleeping after all?

Someday I just keep pretending

That you'll stay

Dreaming of a different ending

I wanna hold on

But it hurts so bad

And I can't keep something that I never had, that I never had

I wanna hold on

But it hurts so bad

And I can't keep something that I never had

You don't see me

You don't feel me like I feel you