Doorways + Trust Issues

[Part I: Doorways]

Aye, looking through this hallway

In a different place from what I know, a different ballgame

What is through the doorway

Keep it pushing always

Seeing different from what I’ve been told, been thinking all day

Ohhh, this is so smooth coming from you know who

Anybody can say anything I’d rather show you

Ohhh, I’mma be free now

Give you what you need

This is how it’s supposed to be

This is how it’s supposed to be

When it’s 30 plus degrees

Riding with the windows down

Ooh, just so you can see me in it

I don’t mean to brag, it’s the shit I never had

Haters are forever mad, I just laugh, then hit the dab

Oh, keep on doing what I do

Am I a good girl gone bad?

Shit, I’ll try not to be flash, true I’ll say it ‘cause I can

Woah, hold up Simbi what has gotten into you these days?

When was it about the stuntin’

When was it about your pay?

W-w-w-wait, please slow down

I'm a pro now

My last name means count money

Can you pronounce it?

Ajikawo, heir to the throne now

I don’t belong anywhere, not even my own town

Am I insecure now, speaking on my thoughts now

Shit, I know I got trust issues, it’s hard to ignore now

What have I become, am I losing all control now?

Think I better go now

What happened when I followed the white rabbit?

I’ll never be perfect to me

I’ll never stop questioning what more I can to do to love myself

Not knowing how to do that only results in trust issues

I may seem perfect to you, but I come with layers

And this is more than one

[Part II: Trust Issues]

Trust issues, trust issues

You know what I'm sippin’

I'll teach you how to mix it, you’re the only one

I don’t trust these bitches

I don’t trust these niggas

I don’t trust anyone apart from who I came with

Is that bad of me?

Don’t be mad at me

Know my imperfections make me who I plan to be

Though what's slowing me down is trust issues

Oh, everybody’s got some sort of faith inside them

Gotta find where it lives

More time I'm alone when I pray in silence

God knows how I think

Everybody’s got some sort of faith inside ‘em

No such thing as hate inside ‘em

You search more then you was findin’ and take what life gives

To you on a daily basis, all I see is faces

Medical rolled

A little conversation is all I need

I’ve been seeing different places

It’s hard to leave, we are the key

When you’re in a bubble you know it’s hard to see

In and out of trouble can’t see past the now

Trapped inside my mind, lost can’t be found

I’ll get us in, if you buy the rounds

City's on a hold whenever I'm in town

It’s going up, Space Age, man you know it’s us

Everybody’s gonna talk instead of showing love

They take something real small then they blow it up

Can’t take the fake shit these days

Everybody want to fake shit these days

While you’re being wasteful in a time of need

I be out here trying to save shit these days

Never take to the ‘he says, she says’

Gotta get it from the main source these days

Nobody is an angel these days

You disagree better speak up please say

Everybody’s got a life here, and free will

I'm the type to lay low and be still

Type to make a nigga open up and say how he feels

You bet he won’t but I bet he will

Everybody’s got trust issues

You know what I'm sippin’

I'll teach you how to mix it

You’re the only one

I don’t trust these bitches

I don’t trust these niggas

I don’t trust anyone apart from who I came with

Is that bad of me?

Don’t be mad

My imperfections make me who I plan to be

Though what's slowing me down is trust issues