Astonishing

Who is he?

Who is he with his marry me?

With his ring and his marry me

The nerve, the gall

This is not

Not what was meant to be

How could he ruin it all

With those two words?

I thought I knew him

Thought that he knew me

When did it change?

What did I miss?

A kiss

When I thought all along

That we were meant to find frontiers

How could I be so wrong?

And I need

How I need my sisters here

If I can't share my dreams

What were they for?

I thought our promise

That we would never change and never part

I thought together

We'd amaze the world

How can I live my dreams or even start when everything has come apart

I thought home was all I'd ever want

My attic all I'd ever need

Now nothing feels the way it was before

And I don't know how to proceed

I only know I'm meant for something more

I've got to know if I can be

Astonishing

There's a life

That I am meant to lead

A life like nothing I have known

I can feel it

And it's far from here

I've got to find it on my own

Even now I feel it's heat upon my skin

A life of passion that pulls me from within

A life that I am making to begin

There must be somewhere I can be

Astonishing

Astonishing

I'll find my way

I'll find it far away

I'll find it in unexpected and unknown

I'll find my life in my own way

Today

Here I go

And there's no turning back

My great adventure has begun

I may be small

But I've got giant plans

To shine as brightly as the Sun

I will blaze until I find my time and place

I will be fearless

Surrendering modesty and grace

I will not disappear without a trace

I'll shout and start a riot

Be anything but quiet

Christopher Columbus

I'll be Astonishing

Astonishing

Astonishing

At Last