Rabbit Hole

[PSC]

Now if it's cool in moderation

I found a way to pace it

I made it more acceptable my life and I ace it

I'm faded on occasion an abrasion to the clean cut

Blend it with my normal way of life and now I seem stuck

Even when I'm not blue I'm focused and I thank you

For opening that part of my brain I couldn't break through

Even though it's illegal while consuming

I participate in dangerous activities I'm dooming

My future longevity heavenly prospect

I think I have a good heart, I'd say I had a late start

People in my family have fallen to addiction

It's a mission uncontrollable you can't take the friction

[Eligh]

It fits together like bricks stacked in an orderly fashion

When I'm building up my confidence

Surrounding my controlled habitat

Split in two

Which rabbits the lie

Which holds the key to free

My destiny survive

Survival of the fittest it's the medicine

The key to free the mind

Subliminal intricate tricks put upon my being

Since the birth of a sorcerer came under the Pisces sign

Alcoholic rushing, gushing like rivers of gold

Holding my breath with the fish, early death is not a wish

I'm not Bronson but it haunts my conscience on the constant

Soaking up my compliments, one hand in the wonderland

One hand in the contraband

Underwater chase the rabbit to its destination

One hand on the pipe, one for the blunt

One for the medicine, one hand on the bottle

One for the door so they can let us in

One hand for the glass, one hand for the ass

One for the pad and pen

One for the mic control

See the rabbit gentlemen

[Bicasso]

They set it up for us

Put me on a planet of people, use these plants of love

Put 'em in they mouths and stuff

Tried it once to call a bluff and see the repercussions

Cuz the world is a petri dish, experimental hit and miss

And I'm a goldfish, underwater

Shake me some crystals that might change the color

Now look thru my lens, do you see how things are circular?

Pixilated pressure points directly when you hit the joint

Added it to what you had it stashed up in your liquor cabinet

Drank to wash down that sticky tablet

Stuck inside, you had to have it

Now go and get, cuz here it comes lifted

Euphoric brain liquid melt shifted felt good

Either you shouldn't or you should but you did

Either you shouldn't or you should so you did

This is a message for grown folks and kids

Who choose to chase the rabbit down these lives that we live

[Scarub]

The old lady gets upset when I touch the bottle

I promised I wouldn't touch the bottle minus special occasions

Yesterday she could tell I had a hang over

When asked what was the occasion I said because I could afford it

I was a shame how short the time was since my previous buzz

Didn't want to think about it, tried to swallow it all,

But that would only leave things unsettled causing nerves to shake

Like upset stomachs, avalanches and earthquakes

Not an uncommon occurrence but still hard to digest

The older I get the harder it is to fight

These addictive aggressive gravesites weighing me down

Squinting my eyes, gritting my teeth in disbelief

Or becoming what I always learned to hate

And some of us won't stop until we see with our own eyes

The self destruction, the coughing up of blood caught in the throat,

Infectious phlegm I'm trying to tell y'all

I know shit like this will be our down fall

If not the actual sickness then the mind state that we're in

Seeing is believing

But at time, what is seen is a sign of it being too late

A sign of it being too late

[The Grouch]

Now I've been to the depths of the steps of that other place

Turned back and learned that here is where I love to race

When in the face of reality I kiss it

If I fuck off relations, know that I'm gonna miss it

Visit with it, live it, give it all of Grouch,

Unzip it like a pouch and let it all hang out

As if no one was watching, I ain't botching up the job

God, never that, help me with a better act

Knack embedded, I manipulate in any state

Weather sober or faded to where I can't see straight

I motivate, elevate, activate, tell it great, take it farther

Growin' larger on the daily off a chill pill

Although the thrill will call

Face it, life in this matrix is raw

Pace it, pace it y'all