I Am Not In Love Anymore

I can feel it creeping up, though it lies heavy in my chest

And, in the space between your words it sits restless, hoping to get its chance to say it

It listens closely to your words, and it aches, oh it hurts

To tell you things that are hard to let out, but even harder to hold onto

I wanna hold it back, I wanna save you dear from the truth that will set me free

But, I can't save you by lying, can't fill the empty space with pretty words, just to make you happy

This is not what I wanna say, oh, but it's what you need to hear

I am not in love anymore

In the blankets, in the sheets, I can feel your arms around me

And, in the quiet I can feel your promises breathing down my spice

And, my only wish is to say the same to you

But, I am not in love anymore

I tried to hold it back, I wanted to save you dear, but the truth had to set me free

I couldn't save you by lying, couldn't fill the empty space with pretty words

It wasn't making me happy

This is not what I wanna say, oh, but it's what you need to hear

I am not in love anymore, at least not with you