Life should be a choice

Unfolds, so cold

A chill of pain runs thru me

Hell's been dragging away for far too long

Will it ever let me go?

This day, long way

Can't hide the lines on my face

Since whenever my heart has turned to stone

On this earth I walk alone

I wake up in a cold sweat to face the day,

although I'm dreading for whatever shit is coming my way

You might call me a loser but it's no joke

Just try living all your life on the end of a rope

Dreading the dawn, the break of morning comes

I miss being a kid and thinking that life was all fun

Halfway down the edge man c'mon take it away

Thank motherfucking god I'm not here to stay

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I see my days go by

I've been living in fear for so long I can't remember why

Wash all this pain from me

It doesn't really matter if I live or I die I just gotta break free

I feel…unreal

Emptiness blurs my vision

I just can't take all this suffering anymore

I need to get away

My fate too late

It doesn't wash away with time

Somehow I'll take in all that comes my way

And hope that soon I die

I can't feel nothing no man I wish I was dead

And all your so-called expectations fucking bleed thru my head

I'm rotting inside don't feel no joy anymore

Every fucking passing moment I'm scared of what's in store

And when you feel strong enough for suicide

You know the thoughts of the ones you love keeps you alive

You're heart will beat no matter how much you try you won't die

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