Imperfect

I'm parked in front of this clinic

Been waiting for forty minutes

And it's the girl that I'm with in it

Recently been admitted

I play it cool, but I'm sick to my stomach

Knowing we did it

Sometimes I just wish she had it

So I'd never admit it

I get a text from my dude

Tellin' me come and kick it

I'm passin' time as I rhyme

From the drivin' side of my Civic

Or maybe it was a Centra, honestly don't remember

What I do is the guilt, religion say I'm a sinner

So how do I keep revealin'

Agony that I'm feelin'?

Tryna keep my composure,

She's walkin' outta the buildin'

Told her I was a chauffeur,

Anyway, I be willin'

To take her along

At six thirty I got some dealin'

And I know she think's I'm weak

And she suckin' on her teeth

Like how could you leave me now

When you promised to stay and sleep?

And I feel like I'm a thief

Cause I'm overwhelmed with this grief

I stolen her innocence

And I sold her back to her chief

And I feel disgust too

That it can't be us too

It's happilly ever after,

That chapter is just through

And I'm chillin' with my partners

We lookin' for what's new

That's when I finally realized

That men can be slidged too

And it's no way to devert it

I know my soul is perverted

I pollinated this flower

And ripped it outta the surface

Over watered the roots and the truth

Is I need some purpose

Lord knows I'm not perfect, fuck

So where do we go?

Don't wait for me now! x2

So where do we go now?

Don't wait for me now! x2

I know she's worth it

But I ain't perfect

So don't wait for me now cause

I'll never be perfect

And I been a liar, I been a cheater

I'd rather sleep with a stranger

Than be a man and leave her

I'd rather sleep with the shame

Than try to not appease her

It's a plus, I know she's easily please

So I try to mislead her

But we exercising our daemons

And it's like our break-ups and make-ups

Become unseemless

Say I love her this time, but do I mean it?

And it's like we only together outta convenience

And I remember, my mother was always teachin' me

Said every time I fuck a girl, I loose another piece of me

Especially in this industry, women can meet you frequently

You gon' have to prove that you better than what you seem to be

But I said I listen

But I feel that something's missin'

And I thought that my admission to guilt

Was my petition

Even though e say it's wrong, we feel this as my decision

How do we raise a child in these fucked up conditions?

And we can barely eat and sleep still

I try to comfort her, tell her we need to keep still

She said 'a part of you is growin' inside of me'

Now that part is dead, so how you think that makes me feel?

I guess I feel responsible

I guess this is more than just an obstacle

But if you still can't forgive me, then it's worthless

You know I'm not perfect

So where do we go?

Don't wait for me now! x2

So where do we go now?

Don't wait for me now! x2

I know she's worth it

But I ain't perfect

So don't wait for me now cause

I'll never be perfect