Hold On To Silence

On the surface of this dismal dream

I find your reasoning so unkind

And in my darkest,morbid morning hours

I find them drifting around in my mind

It's nonsensical, not understood

And deep inside I wish I could

Believe in you to find yourself

In this lonely shell, only time will tell

How we can reverse this hell

I believe in you...but not myself

Now I'm holding on, to what's already gone

I'm trembling on the inside, for what was never mine

But don't let go of this love... Before you even know

I'll save you from this hell and drag you from where you dwell

And still my walls keep breaking down

In this hurt I drown

I disappear

And still you wander further away

To where the silence stays

Are you here?

What have you done, that made you run

I'll break and bleed for what I need but

There's nothing more... I can do

And it's dark in here, I'm controlled by fear and my only wish is to have you near but there's nothing more...coming from you

Now I'm holding on, to what's already gone

I'm trembling on the inside, for what was never mine

But don't let go of this love before you even know

I'll save you from this hell and drag you from where you dwell.

And I'm still holding on, to what you say is wrong

I'm dying on the inside, for the reasons that you hide

But don't you let it go, or darling we will never know

I'll save you from despair, if you'd only let me near