Holding On To Heartache

You said I'm holding onto heartache

You said I wear it like a crown

It's gonna drag me down

I'm holding onto heartache

You should be staring at the sky

The birds just passing by, love

The wind held us up, but

We knew that all would change

Creates the strangest feeling

Just slowly waiting for the end

I still have dreams about it

The moments as they came

The moments never shown to us

Because we faded into darkness

I can still hear a silence

I can still hear a clock that's ticking

You said I'm holding onto heartache

You said I wear it like a crown

It's gonna drag me down

I'm holding onto heartache

You should be staring at the sky

The birds just passing by, love

Holding onto heartache

The nights, they change in seasons

Become the strangest days

I called you twice, but then regretted it

And changed my number

The questions that I'd ask you

Where did it all go wrong?

There's endless versions of the thing

That keeps me drifting back to darkness

I can still hear your silence

I can still hear a clock that's ticking

You said I'm holding onto heartache

You said I wear it like a crown

It's gonna drag me down

I'm holding onto heartache

You should be staring at the sky

The birds just passing by, love

You know the party's over

When you're standing in an empty space alone

And time can always heal ya

If you let it make its way into your bones

Nothing's ever easy

To be honest, I'm not easy on myself

The second that I see ya

The space between us just comes flooding back

You said I'm holding onto heartache

You said I wear it like a crown

It's gonna drag me down

I'm holding onto heartache

You should be staring at the sky

The birds just passing by, love