Waiting For My End

I see through a veil, a mirror for the light

And my cells fail once again

Words lose their meaning

And become annoying sounds

Bells of pain, that rapture my innocence

Angels in disguise

Start to weave my skin

And smile with disgust

And wait for me to end it all

I once dreamt of god.

Almighty among us

Watching us die

Begging for mercy

Watching our suffering

And pleased by our pain

A grand theology bizarre

That drives me from my faith

And casts such a sweet poison divine

Worms inside my veins

Conceeding my every doubts

To a weakening and dying self

And now that I take his throne

Crowned with thorns

Dying like the son

and eternal as I.

I order the world to consume us all

Angels disolve in the air around

Biting and kissing the sweetest parts of me

Let the flesh be blessed by anger

Religious suicide into a world of reality

Let the flesh be blessed by anger

And winds are waiting for my end

Raising the stigmatas to the vaults

I make the blood fall into the chalice

As filthy monks around sing my name

And splendours of values unnaturals

Drink now from the potion made poison

Of the ill veins that chain my soul

And feel the absurdity of words themselves

Refusing to combine and follow my cursed will

The pulse of damnation slowly resounds

The goals of insanity reveal themselves

If I am to die, all will follow me

If I am to live, all will die for my glory

All will die!

And the young raped virgin will crown me with despair

And set upon each of my heads the names forgotten

Whose very meanings now extrude from every letter

Sounds that break the steel and mark the flesh with all my sins

I carry universality within my destiny

For I am the snake that speaks freely to all