Dismantle, Destroy

With trembling fingers I’m attempting to figure out

Exactly how to slow my heart beat down

Because at this rate I’m in terrible danger of

Destroying this entire place

I am infected, I’ve caught the rage

You try to escape it but I am contagious

I have destroyed everything in my way

The people I love will never be safe

I can barely see

I can’t even breathe

My body is not what it used to be

These bones will break so easily

Inside my chest beats the sound of a war drum

If I were you, I’d be inclined to run

Because my tongue is ammunition

Why won’t you listen, oh why won’t you listen?

Pick up the phone, just hold your own

You know you can’t afford to lose control

I better make sure I get the last blow

I better make sure I get the last blow

I can barely see

I can’t even breathe

My body is not what it used to be

These bones will break so easily

I can barely see

I can’t even breathe

My lungs are collapsing and I know what’s happening

This darkness is taking over me

When I was a child I was told to keep my hands to myself

To not hurt anybody else

As I grew older these hands stayed by my sides

I never needed my hands to win a fight

When I become undone, I’m a darker version of myself

I can’t trust anybody else

And you know, I’ve tried, to keep my fears inside

And even though, I re-compose I don’t know if I’ll get through the night

Make it through the night, make it through the night

I better make sure, that I get the last blow

When I become undone, I can’t trust anybody else