New Jersey

I felt a little bit, but I felt a nervous

Uh, but how do I feel so good?

But it's this eternal shit leaving me in the loop

Always using my weed, but the travelers also study

Lately I'm not winning my fights

Again I'm closing my doors, I think it was time to die

I didn't look for shine

I don't want to be the cause, you can see it in my eyes

Drinking and smoking until you see the Sun

The dawn with the Moon awake until you see someone

Human experience, why is it so tiring? One gun

They're not saying it's gonna work, damnation

My body is filled with sadness and frustration-tion

Only I can't see the reason

We don't need love, just alcohol, my migration

If death exists, why are we still living with pain and inflation, yeah

I'm freaking out to see the nominees

To the Blacksmith Depression Award in New Jersey, yeah

Inside my house I'm King Jay-Z

And no one can see me failing to live, hey

My weed my weed is in first

And it's the reason I write my verses

If I want this to stop I could reverse

My soul wanting to walk through the universe

I love, I love when my life becomes my own enemy (LB)

A deep abyss like the vast ocean, me right in the middle

I created my flow, this industry is mine, you know

A little despair in my head makes me go

Walking almost to a stop I see myself slow

When it comes down to it you see me first though

It doesn't mean anything but it makes me high

I wasn't daydreaming, I had already closed my eyes

This shit is real, including the bad guys

I'm on the highway to hell visiting my dad after I die

My body is filled with sadness and frustration-tion

Only I can't see the reason

We don't need love, just alcohol, my migration

If death exists, why are we still living with pain and inflation, yeah

I'm freaking out to see the nominees

To the Blacksmith Depression Award in New Jersey, yeah

Inside my house I'm King Jay-Z

And no one can see me failing to live, yeah

My weed my weed is in first

And it's the reason I write my verses

If I want this to stop I could reverse

My soul wanting to walk through the universe

See the nominees

Blacksmith depressed in New Jersey

Yeah, I'm King Jay-Z

This is exactly how I imagined Blacksmith lives

Ye-yeah, mean to me

The mirrors are breaking, don't run from me

I went to New Jersey, it was New Jersey

My heart was the treaty of the pact in New Jersey

No one knew my temple here, is my secret

Traumas kept in a little pot, it’ll be next year

I was born to die young is what I'm feeling

It's How Blacksmith Lives

It was New Jersey, yeah

It was New Jersey, yeah

It was New Jersey, yeah (in New Jersey)

It was New Jersey, yeah (it's How Blacksmith Lives)

It was New Jersey, yeah (in New Jersey, in New Jersey)

It was New Jersey, yeah (in New Jersey, in New Jersey)

It was New Jersey, yeah

It was New Jersey, yeah