So Alone

Feel so alone

Demons they have me and they won't let go

I feel so alone

I feel so alone

Never been this way

Barely fuckin' breathin' 'cause I'm drowning in the wave

Never been this way

Barely fuckin' breathin' cause I’m drowning in the waves

Wishin' I could see you, wishin' everything could change

I stumble and I’m fallin', I been callin' out your name

I block you on the gram, 'cause I couldn’t stay off

Lookin' at my hands, like why the fuck you gone?

Why are we the damned? Maybe doing somethin' wrong

Everything is ruined, I can’t take another loss, I been talkin' to the

Voices in my skull and they screamin' at me

I’m just hopin' that you know what you mean to me

See me walkin' in the snow, what’s spring to me?

I don’t wanna be alone, take a piece of me

There ain’t shit inside my chest, I been lifeless

Don’t know how to feel, never wanted someone like this

See you in my dreams, only wishin' I could fight this

Runnin' out of time, they don’t know that I’m a flight risk

Yeah

I feel so alone

I wish that I knew why you're letting me go

I feel so alone

These demons, they chase me, they won't let me go

You were the one that I love

Now when I call you, you never pick up

Maybe you playin' for fun

Maybe I'm never enough, no

I feel so alone

I wish that I knew why you're letting me go

I feel so alone

These demons, they chase me, they won't let me go

You were the one that I love

Now when I call you, you never pick up

Maybe you playin' for fun

Maybe I'm never enough, no

I don’t think that I can manage

'Cause I’m livin' in the dark with my sadness

Every day I see a little less passion

Got scars, but I’m seein' 'em as scratches

Doin' anything, just so I could feel somethin'

Give you anything, you know I would kill someone

You know that it’s real, hopin' maybe that you feel like

I’m the one you wanna fall asleep with, cold nights, holdin' me

Closer than you ever held someone

Say you movin' on, so I pull the fuckin' gun up

Blood stain splatter on the pillow and my sheets

Couldn’t take missing out the person that I need

I wrote a hundred notes, but I keep em in the chest

And I said I wanna go, but not somethin' that I meant

And I’m searchin for my soul, but I’m runnin' out of time

Should've told you that you everything

I want you in my life, so I fight now

I feel so alone

I wish that I knew why you're letting me go

I feel so alone

These demons, they chase me, they won't let me go

You were the one that I love

Now when I call you, you never pick up

Maybe you playin' for fun

Maybe I'm never enough, no

I feel so alone

I wish that I knew why you're letting me go

I feel so alone

These demons, they chase me, they won't let me go

You were the one that I love

Now when I call you, you never pick up

Maybe you playin' for fun

Maybe I'm never enough, no

I could never let you go in a thousand

I could see you in a room when it’s crowded

Last talk, what I said wasn’t my proudest

I’d be lying if I told you that I doubt this

Wanna take you to my place, we can try again

Lost faith when I'm seeing what's up against

I’m okay, but I’m hopin' that you don’t forget

You don’t love me, you can lie, we can play pretend

You don't love me, you can lie

You don't love me, you can lie

You don’t love me, you can lie, we can play pretend

We can, we can, we can play pretend

You don’t love me, you can lie, we can play pretend