Exchanging Perversities

The sickness festers within me my disease I

can't hide the fascination of being eaten devoured

afterlife searching for the one who will consume

me someone who is just like me a

person with a fetish a taste for human

meat living a life of seclusion no one

to call a friend people don't understand me

they only ridicule they think I am fucking

crazy if they only knew the Internet is

my only existence hidden behind a screen scouring

the messages boards looking for a clue I

don't believe my eyes is what they see

true my skin crawls nervous sweat pours instant

message sent to him waiting for him to

reply minutes seem like days to me then

his answer arrives my fantasy about to be

fulfilled craving the knife wanting it so gleam

of the blade as it unfolds peeling the

skin right from the bone ligaments muscle and

tissue exposed taking a piece cooking it slow

the fragrant aroma stirring my soul the look

on your face as you take your first

taste your animal instincts have taken control sensing

your blade cutting again watching my flesh fry

in the pan begging to taste wanting to

know awakening the sickness deep in my soul

slicing away a part of my life giving

you nourishment so you may survive feeding you

flesh covered in blood it's time to end

what we have begun slashing wildly flaying my

torso while the meat is still fresh save

my remains covered in plastic and put into

deep freeze hacking through bone twisting and breaking

then thrown in the trash end my life

now killing me quickly with deep puncture wounds

blood drains rapidly from me pulse rate starts

to slowly decrease breathing becomes swallow heart is

racing pressure building slashing wildly flaying my torso

while the meat is still fresh save my

remains covered in plastic and put into deep

freeze hacking through bone twisting and breaking then

thrown in the trash end my life now

killing me quickly with deep puncture wounds slashing

wildly flaying my torso while the meat is

still fresh save my remains covered in plastic

and put into deep freeze hacking through bone

twisting and breaking then thrown in the trash

end my life now killing me quickly with

deep puncture wounds