Life

I didnt mean to pull the trigger, I swear

But now shes dead and there aint no coming back once you there

I hope she knew that I loved her, I hope she knew that I cared

Your food getting cold, why dont you come sit down in this chair

We can talk about all the things we should have done

All the arguments that you probably would have won

But Im stubborn baby, you knew that when you told me you loved me

And I told you I loved you back

But now you laying on the tile, Im waiting for a smile

So Ill stay here for a while, when the cops come in

Theyre gonna have to take me away

And I tell em, "Im sorry

I didnt mean to do it"

Guess Im just emotional

And maybe kinda stupid

I just wanna hold you close

So what I have to give you away

And I tell em, Im sorry

Im not a bad person

I couldnt take your pain away

I guess Im undeserving

But if I cant have you to myself

Then your, gone

I didnt mean to pull the trigger, I swear

Life full of surprises, but that shit isnt fair

Tell me how we live is different, guess this shit kinda rare

If you getting cold, why dont you come sit down in this chair

We can talk about everything you hate on this earth

And that youre getting tired, cause you making it work

But can I kiss you just one more time

Baby lemme close your eyes, feel your lips touching mine

Im sure Ive never seen you look more heavenly

Now Im rubbing on your back, whispering rest in peace

Its okay baby, go to sleep

Ill keep you safe, you alone with me

Say I wouldnt hurt you, I lied

I dont deserve you, I tried

So Im a stay by your side

But when the cops come in

Theyre gonna have to take me away

And I tell em, "Im sorry

I didnt mean to do it"

Guess Im just emotional

And maybe kinda stupid

I just wanna hold you close

So what I have to give you away

And I tell em, Im sorry

Im not a bad person

I couldnt take your pain away

I guess Im undeserving

But if I cant have you to myself

Then your, gone