Lead You On

Twice I turned my back on you

I fell flat on my face but didn't lose

Was it the blue light

Gone fragile

Was it above the man?

In wonder, steady going under

Tell them drain the pool I'm sinking fast

Come and save my life before it pass

Scratching at the surface but the bottom's where I'm at

Only place my addiction will tell me that I'm free at last

So why the fuck you playing with my head, I said I'm done

Any and everything I had is gone I said you won

You promised that we'd only be together for a minute then we finish

But my life is passed another year why the fuck is you in it

Bitch I gave up everything for you even my house

Now I'm begging on a nightly basis to sleep on the couch

My counselor said I need to find a way to block the pain

I told him it was already too late she is in my veins and he said

Tell me what led you on, I'd love to know

Well, it's just that, when I felt her the first time I flew

Nobody gives me the high that she do

See, we fight all the time and she leaves bruises on my arms

But the way she makes me feel inside that girl can do no wrong

Now all my family hates me since I started fuckin with her

And all my friends done left me cause they jealous that I'm wit her

I try to break it off but she gets me back with the feel

After everything she did why the fuck do I love that needle?

Please help me

Twice I turned my back on you

I fell flat on my face but didn't lose

Look, this love's killing me, literally

Every time I start to pick you up, you finish me

Used to love waking up in the mornings and feeling you

Now I'm just ashamed wearin long sleeves concealing you

Bitch you wasn't shit, how the fuck could you do this?

Now my fucking life is ruined, I'ma kill you bitch I'll do it so I

Tie it up, stick that shit up in my skin and overdose on your love

So I can't have it again