Nothing At All (feat. Chelsea Bowen)

Looking at this map and I don't know which way to go

Where I am, I'm so lost

I could've swore that I took this trip with all my friends

Look again and they gone, that's the cost

All I know is that I'm surrounded by all this stress

I'm a mess, they don't see, they don't care, cut the checks

"Baby you should stop dreaming and get out of bed

Pay the rent" is what she said, what she said, "So get dressed

You don't call, you don't write, and you start and we fight

I have dreams every night of becoming your wife

But tomorrow's a new night, said I hope you do right

But I'm gone cause these calls from these broads that you like

Just don't forget that I've been there from the start

Don't you dare let this shit tear us apart

I'm having your child and you left me in the dark

Oh my god, superstar, I swear you've broken my heart"

Staring out my window, glaring at the snow (at the snow)

Tell me is that the reason why I'm so cold?

I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold

I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold

Calling up my friends and all I get is the tone (is the tone)

I'm alone, it's so clear this isn't home (isn't home)

So I'm gone, so I'm gone, so I'm gone

So I'm gone, so I'm gone, gone, gone, gone

Man I wish I knew when all these things went astray

Matter fact, I just wish it could all go away

And it seems like even on the sunniest day, the clouds come

And the rain falls on my window pane (window pane)

Even if I knew why, what kind of help could I get

Let's face it, what I get ain't paying no doctors check

My closest cousin is a schizophrenic, now he gone with medics, and I ain't talk to him since

Ever since that moment, I felt that we been falling apart

First my moms, then I felt my grandmother dying in my arms

And of course how could I forget my pa?

Unconditional love, though we ain't never gon' get along

What I would give if I could visit my aunt

Every night, every day, but we live so far apart

Don't think I forgot you were there with my through it all

You so strong and for you woman, I would give you my heart

Staring out my window, glaring at the snow (at the snow)

Tell me is that the reason why I'm so cold?

I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold

I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold

Calling up my friends and all I get is the tone (is the tone)

I'm alone, it's so clear this isn't home (isn't home)

So I'm gone, so I'm gone, so I'm gone

So I'm gone, so I'm gone, gone, gone, gone

Why can't you see that I can't be here no mo'

Cause success is a threat to these hoes

I don't have a problem leaving this shit alone

Cut my phone, pack my bags, and never look back at home

You read about it and I live what they write

I've hit licks, I've been robbed

Dealt with fights, day and night

These streets ain't home, they simply gut us too wrong

[?] fuck this life

I'm my own man, I gotta keep moving

I don't jump to conclusions because I know what I'm doing

I'm a grown ass man, so accept that

I'm try'na be a father to my kid

So all these haters step back, yeah

And I don't know if we can make it

With what they're saying in this game we're playing

Feel like it's one-on-one in a court without a ball

If it was you or the world, I would take nothing at all

Staring out my window, glaring at the snow (at the snow)

Tell me is that the reason why I'm so cold?

I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold

I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold

Calling up my friends and all I get is the tone (is the tone)

I'm alone, it's so clear this isn't home (isn't home)

So I'm gone, so I'm gone, so I'm gone

So I'm gone, so I'm gone, gone, gone, gone