Phantasy

Drinkin' beer by the liter

In an X rated theater

I need a Phantasy Uninhibitor

Deep inside my dirty heart

My sexuality is a secret even from me

Really especially see when an

Erotic phantasy enters my mind

Got to stop it first check an' see

If it's the right kind

Because there's rules

Dictated by society

They vary from place to place and person to person

But for certain there is always

What's considered bizarre

Perverse, unnatural or goin' too far

I think I need a mystic

Faster and slicker than an undercover

Hipnotist, dippin' into unconsciousness

To help negotiate between imagination, ego and libido

Let me leave aside the bottle, straw and needle

Alcohol, heroin, cocaine, adrenalin

Tools of release from social demands

That may be in opposition to instinctual demands

Leave me with a gag on my mouth, and shackled hands

Unable to express, this is who and how I am

Will I ever find some happiness

Caught in the axis of praxis and stasis

The stuff that I chase is the stuff that erases

Drinkin' beer by the liter in an X rated theater

I need a Phantasy Uninhibitor

My steamy, creamery dreamies

Populated with casts of outcastaway

Archetypes of all types

Peter Pan, Mary Poppins, Uncle Sam, Christopher Robin

Joan of Ark, Gertrude Stein, Peter Parker

John Divine, Aphrodite, Yemaya, Don Quixote

Amen Ra

Headed toward the Emerald City

Packed inside a fire engine

Someone turns around says

Don't let me forget to mention

I saw the light, I saw the light

No more darkness, no more night

We take flight and the sky becomes ocean

Soon I see a siren sittin' on a dolphin

Facin' his tail, leanin' over his fin

Gettin' his spout in a certain position

Awake to a freak in boys underwear

Givin' head to a slob with matted black hair

Somewhere out here near 42nd street

Floor stickin' to my feet

Fallin' in and out o' sleep

Drinkin' beer by the liter in an X rated theater

I need a Phantasy Uninhibitor

Fantasy Uninhibitor

Helpin' me discover my fears and desires

Things I never would'a expected to be thinkin' about

Comin' out, freakin' me out, it's all allowed

I need a license to explore my inner core

Always hidin' in the closet is gettin to be a bore

I need a permit to hunt for and open door

Because closets are for clothin' not for me anymore

So anyway, all we are tryina say is

Can't we go crazy responsibly

Feel how it feels to be free

Of mental penitentiary

Is this really how it's meant to be

Stewing in self-prescribed chemistry

Drinkin' beer by the liter in an X rated theater

I need a Phantasy Uninhibitor

Drinkin'