Blind Spot

I remember the first time someone pulled me aside

And said I need to control my temper

I was always the one picking sides

I knew who was right

Couldn't hold my tongue if I knew better

I always threw punches and put up a fight

So, why do I keep begging for you to treat me right?

You could break my heart and I'd say thank you

At least that means you think of me in some virtue

I know it sounds reckless that I put myself in danger

Rather let you hurt me then love another stranger

You could burn my house down, don't know what for

And all I'd be is grateful you're back at my door

Tired of asking if you're gonna love me or not?

Are you mine or a blind spot?

I hate that I waited all night for a conversation

That you had to beg me to have

Being stood up hurts double

When it took me a week to agree that I'd call you back

You always say "Sorry" then fuck up as bad

So, why am I giving you chances to mend something

We never really had?

You could break my heart and I'd say thank you

At least that means you think of me in some virtue

I know it sounds reckless that I put myself in danger

Rather let you hurt me then love another stranger

You could burn my house down, don't know what for

And all I'd be is grateful you're back at my door

Tired of asking if you're gonna love me or not?

Are you mine or a blind spot?

Are you mine or a blind spot?

It's dangerous and reckless, it's everything and manic

It's all because, it's all because it's you

It's dangerous, it's toxic, it's psycho and manic

It's everything I hate because it's you

You could break my heart and I'd say thank you

At least that means you think of me in some virtue

I know it sounds reckless that I put myself in danger

Rather let you hurt me then love another stranger

You could burn my house down, don't know what for

And all I'd be is grateful you're back at my door

Tired of asking if you're gonna love me or not?

Are you mine or a blind spot?