Pity Party

Terrified of the night time because

Of the things I might find like I'm

Avoiding my own mind and I

Can't escape these bad things this time

I'm amused and confused

By the fact that you're lying

'Cause you have no ambition

And you're not even trying

Then you look at me

And I just start crying

Because who know's what wrong with me

Maybe I'm dying

If you were me

You'd be consumed by the fright

That you'll never ever live up

To the power and the might

But that's why your life is yours

And mine is mine

You wouldn't last a day

'Cause all you do is whine

I don't know what you would do

If you were me and I were you

'Cause all these things that I'm going through

Are truly sick and my mind is doomed

I guess you could say that I'm breathing

But inside my lungs are heaving

And all of these thoughts that I have been thinking

Are more like the ocean and I'm the one sinking

I'm lost, I'm lost

And life's so confusing

To everyone else my pain is amusing

I don't know, I don't know

I don't know what I'm doing

Just leave me alone

I need a second, excuse me

I don't know what you would do

If you were me and I were you

Cause all these things that I'm going through

Are truly sick and my mind is doomed

Being stressed and depressed

It gets to your brain

It eats through your eyes

And it drives you insane

But if only you knew

All the knowledge you'll gain

You wouldn't feel bad

For being sad and in pain

I know that it sucks and that this world is sick

And it's all about judging and labeling quick

People, you'll find that they'll scream and they'll kick

At the end of the day it's a game, it's a trick

Our corpses are rotting

And we have been plotting

Our blood has been bled

And there's no way we're stopping

With the plans in our head

And the word's that have been said

No one ever listens until someone's dead

But by then it's too late and you've fucked up their fate

Oh they were so beautiful, this world's full of hate

Maybe if you would listen

You'd find that our minds are like prisons

We're trapped and no one can get in

And it's hard to make a decision

Welcome to the pity party

You can sit with me

We're wicked sick, our minds are quick

That's how we like to be

Welcome to the pity party

Ain't it great to be

Life's a bore, it's nothing more

Just you wait and see