Farewell Faux Amant

Again again you ask to be

Nothing more than friends

Even tho it kills me so much more in the end

You shouldve embraced

But you pushed me further it felt

Like murder

No one else

Loved you regardless

Of those skeletons in your closet

Your closet

Farewell

Faux ammant

I no longer care of

What you want

Wont be what you want if

You want me then search

Tonight I throw what we had in the hearse

Gave you the book

Chapters I wrote

Love filled chapters you had closed

Your excuses

Of confusion, place me into

An amorous stranglehold

Walls of fear

Confusion, intoxication

I cant escape

I've been enclosed

But you already kno

You used those

Ingredients

To build your broken home

You chose

A victims road

You may as well

Have put a crown of thorns

Upon my shattered skull

Your mistake is a cross upon my shoulders

The pain is horrible, refusal to repair

An accidental acceptance

Makes you guilty as well

You executed

The life that lied within

And left me an empty shell

Farewell faux ammant

I no longer care of what you want

Wont be what you want if you want me then search

Tonight I throw wat we had in the hearse

I feel like nothing without you but I have to go

I know I know you fear

Letting love grow

Words were spoken actions taken

I rather kill a part of me than continue breaking

For every minute, every hour, every day with things as is

I die more inside

And ur revival doesnt give

My smile is short lived

Its so short lived

The truth comes back to haunt me the feelings a lie,

Ive held on as much as I can damnit I tried,

But knowing you belong to some other guy

I can never truely be alive

Throw dirt over my head

And blacken my eyes

You were the greatest lyrics

Now you are talentless music

Influenced by the words of

The drunk and foolish

This doesnt

Have to be permanent

But knowing you it will be

Living up to your title

As a rebel is more important apparently

Your friend is a fake who will

Betray you so I hope ur prepared

Anthony is a crook who u opened up

To and pretends to be there

Your refusal to escape

Means you never really cared

It hurts to see u there

No one else will share what we have shared

If you choose to truely try

If you fight for me like I

Have for you then I love you goodnight dont you cry

But you wont even take a swing

At them for me dont you deny

This is the end of our road butterfly

Au revoir