15 Years In

I can't adjust to this new way of livin

I've always been a product of the street, crime drivin

I came up under older niggas up to no good

What I don't know, you was nuthin in your own hood

Baggin up Manilla envelopes of weed

Likin bag after bag, until it made my lips bleed

You want your shit, slide your money under the door

And if you try somethin funny, you get wet up wit the 4-4

I used to be on 4 corners bustin all nights

To the sun up, not afraid to hold my gun up

Started sniffin bags of Brown Smurf

Dennis "the" Mennace

Stickin niggaz, now just let me finish

5 years later, i'm trapped up in this game shit

Faces change, but it's really all the same shit

These young Boston Mass. niggaz taught a city yo

Eight floor, Superior Court, they lockin niggaz up

I heard the soundz form the steel door slamin

I heard the soundz of my nigga Tee's gun jamin

My nigga Rock, Damn near died up in my lap

And should'nt nobody have to go through that

I'm FED investigated, got drama in the streets

i'm doin drugs, and tryin to rap and fuck beats

Every other day be like runin from the jake

don't wanna see my dog like that, outta way

It's gettin so, I can't even shed tears

Forget all that, let's talk about these last 5 years

I never took for granted why i'm still breathin

A family is for somethin, but I don't know the reason

I survived through all the agony and pain

Of years pass, dodgin death when you call my name

It's over dog, it's a new time, new era

Almost got 15 years for 3 letters

It's fucked up, the FED's got you snitchin on a ho

No stay of execution, cause niggaz ain't comin home

I lost about 100 niggaz to these streets

My lifestyle's changed, but i still hold heat

I'd rather be judged by 12, than carried by 6

colect calls, niggaz be sendin me flix

I'm older now so that means i'm much wiser

Stay 1 step ahead of the game, my pops is liver

He always said grave don't have no fear

He always told me hey don't trust no bitch

He said make sure you take care of your moms

and most important of all, hey don't be no snitch

These are the words that i live by

that's why i'm still here

After 15...