Forsaken

Would you love me still if I was hospitalized?

Can’t afford it when you turn me into your prize

And then idealize every twist of my lip and curve of my jaw

I’ve deceived myself, could I ever be bored?

Fuck, I’m breaking down and become my own storm

Sorry to be confusing, I’m just losing parts of myself

With a kiss of my hip, oh I feel like I’m floating

Then push you away when it feels all consuming

Obsessed and depressed, I don’t know what I’m choosing

Call it when you feel like quitting you’re over

It’s not like I felt like this would be forever

Nobody could ever want bloody endeavors

Please don’t think that I’m trynna be so aloof

It’s not on purpose you would know it if I could

Insane rainy days like a burst of shame

Burst down, it’s the person you chose

Lock down, I’ll defend all my wounds

Hope that you’ll be patient with me anyway

Duck low, it’s a crazy behavior

I know I can’t make you my savior

But all that I’m asking is you please forsake me

Please forsake me, my love

Ooh, yeah