Suicidol

I didn't ask to be born

But I'm terrified to die as much as I'm terrified of life

Give me a reason to live

To justify these marks of worthless existence that I glorify

It's not going to be okay

I'm your idol Your Suicidol

I'm the one who fills your void Now, come sing with me

Your ideal You're suicidal

Nothing would save us from this life Now, come scream with me

You wanted to love this world

But what's left is the hatred towards yourself

In fact, you've been realizing that there's no meaning

Reenact your death, embrace the emptiness

Open up the gate of flesh, reality is cold and cruel

Is it comforting a little bit in the madness you're drenched in?

It's not that I adore death It's just that I despise life

I still love you I just couldn't love myself anymore

The world is full of misery, there's no hope in sight

You're trying over and over again to pull yourself up a little higher

But you're only falling lower and lower again

Until you're completely drained out

I know how you feel, don't cry anymore It will all end soon

Because I'll die instead of you

Open up the gate of flesh, your ideal is too far to reach

Was it comforting a little bit in the madness you're drenched in?