The List

Oh, I have a hobby of picking myself apart

Leaving people I love waiting in the dark

And sometimes when I want to cry, I laugh

It's kind of funny

Oh, and this October I went falling off the edge

All of London must have heard the things I said

Put your hand up if I let you down again

There's a list of things that I should stop

List of things that I should stop

List of things that I should not be doing but I do 'em

It's a pattern that I got

I need to stop my excuses and have a real conversation

Need to look in the mirror, stop finding things that need changing

Need to stop getting drunk to avoid this situation

I need to stop letting myself down

I'll try something that I've not before

And like myself a little more now

Oh, I have got an attic full of damage in my mind

I box it up, say I'll deal with it another night

And I have a problem looking people in the eye

Isn't that funny?

There's a list of things that I should stop

List of things that I should stop

List of things that I should not be doing but I do 'em

It's a pattern that I got

I need to stop my excuses and have a real conversation

Need to look in the mirror, stop finding things that need changing

Need to stop getting drunk to avoid this situation

I need to stop letting myself down

I should shut up and listen, not try to fill every silence

I should stumble in love instead of running and hiding

I should stop getting drunk and showing up uninvited

I need to stop letting myself down

I'll try something that I've not before

Oh, I'm a master at dancing around the point

I know I called you, but I hate the sound of my own voice

So can you talk? You know I'm stacking up

Until the night I'm not enough

And you're just someone else I disappoint

I need to stop my excuses and put my feelings in order

Need to look in the mirror and stand a little bit taller

Need to stop getting drunk as a reason to call ya

I need to stop letting myself down

Oh, I should shut up and listen, not try to fill every silence

I should stumble in love instead of running and hiding

I should stop getting drunk and showing up uninvited

I need to stop letting myself down

I'll try something that I've not before

And like myself a little more now