Pull Me Out

I've lost track of the time and so have all my friends

Spending winters reflecting the summer just to feel

Warm again

I've learned my lesson the hard way

And taught myself to set aside

All the sure things and certainties

That were promised in my life

I'd rather crawl where i belong

Than live a life i didn't earn

If home is where the heart is then my heart is never

Home

I've learned to come to terms and grow into my own

Now i can see everything for what it is and what it

Means

All these doubts i've hid over these years

Now mean nothing to me

I've been feeling like a dead beat

I have nothing left to say

And i'm living in my mothers basement

With less friends than i had yesterday

I was running out of answers

I couldn't keep my mind at ease

Spending each day as a panic mess

My problems get the best of me

I'd rather crawl where i belong

Than live a life i didn't earn

If home is where the heart is then my heart is never

Home

I've learned to come to terms and grow into my own

Now i can see everything for what it is and what it

Means

All these doubts i've hid over these years

Now mean nothing to me

I'm looking up for the first time in a long time

So pull me out

I've had enough

I'm in so low and i blame myself

I'm ready to leave this, leave this in the past

So pull me out

I've had enough

I'm in so low and i blame myself

I'm finally done with, done with finishing last