Sin Amor

Does it eat you up thinking way too hard or not enough?

Waiting on a change that never comes

As if the way it's been could be enough.

Does it kill you now to love her like

The floor boards of a house?

Ignore the things that creep

And crawl around and let the termites eat you inside out

You don't know when it went out

But there's no fire in you now

And you can't seem to find

The words worth talking about

Love mistook for trying not to look

I felt you pulsing through like a phone left off its hook

Exhaustion by the book

We're both trying not to look

How do I break myself from it

When you're on my chest like a coughing fit?

Nothing grows and nothing feels alright

I don't know if you can see

The way you turn yourself from me

I think you're somewhere in

Your darkness and you're searching for the light