On The Verge Of Collapse

Do I want to die?

I have questioned my life's worth

A thousand times

Still nothing but a joyless smile

An inner feeling of defeat

Tears me up inside

Spat out

It's true what they say

Never judge a book by its cover

You don't know me one bit

As much as you think

My pain boils beneath the surface

Leaving you to think that

Everything's alright

I'm on the verge of collapse

My mind is ground zero

It's the place where your future's your past

Pronounced dead at the scene

I'm living out a nightmare

Not embracing the dream

On the verge of collapse

Chewed up spat out

I am so good at being somebody else

You don't know

I keep it hidden

Every day it takes its fucking toll

I'm sick of fighting this alone

What have I done to deserve this

I don't know

I can't begin to tell you how this feels

To see the world through my eyes

It's like a noose around my neck

You don't know

I keep it hidden

Every day it takes its fuckin' toll

I'm sick of fighting this alone

What have I done to deserve this

I don't know

Infatuated with how I'll meet my end

Resurrecting demons that won't stay dead

Tear it all down