A Suicide Note In Braille

Stab me in the heart again

Once for love and twice for the past

It seems days grow colder here

Now that death is in the sky

I've choked on these words

And laid here rotting away

I've sewn my eyes shut

Waiting for the worm to turn

As the clouds rest in the dirt

With the ashes of angels wings

Let this room shine like a star

And let me forget to breathe

Starve the parasite

Laugh at me and twist the knife

You are the picture of perfection

And I am the filth

From beginning to end

It's the truth behind every word

From a forked tongue that sucks out my life

And fills in the grave a heart on a shelf

As a reminder of sympathy

Collecting dust as a trophy as it burns as it tricks

Again you've severed your lifeline to me

I rest in a bed of cedar wishing good night to my failures

Driving nails through my hands

Resting and restless

Thrown down amongst the swine

Once constructed as divine paralyzed by dignity

And smothered by a memory

Dear walls stare analyze me

It lasted longer

Pitiful me conscious to find nothing again

A vile reality runs through my head

And its fluctuating repiticiously in this hole

Twice preserved I've failed