Eerie I Shall Become

I've seen the signs, and nine times I have been rejecting

The leprosy of rationality and the stench of the truth

To see ruin in every picture

And ruin of myself within

In every sound I hear the mistune of human hands

And in every human deed a purulent wound of humanity

Marking with its burden a single thought

I despise therefore nothingness seen through man's eyes

So I will burn your eyes out

Until the ashes mix with the blood

And with mud flood the nostrils of every living being

For nothing here has right to live

I've heard the voices, and nine times I've been rejecting

The venom of belief in the present and mustiness of wisdom

To hear the last sigh in every voice

And the end of myself within

I despise everything I've seen

Oh blessed be the blind and the deaf and the dumb

And those deeply suffering every passing second

And those staring at the cross with mouth full of foam

And the dead above all

For they've forgotten the pride of being a man

For no-one no longer has right to be proud

I've touched the wounds with rusty nails

And nine times I stabbed infant's head with bayonet

To open its mind

And transgress myself within

To hurt you beyond the limit

And kill myself finally

I wish every nerve would provide pain

And naive shine of dawn shall be carried away

By knife stabbed in the stomach

For the flame of hope has no right to flicker any more