We All Shall Die Miserable Death

I smell the same sweat of fears

Bewitched before night

Of holding life tightly

With simultaneous pledge

That soul is bursting

And eager to wander towards stars

This painful awareness

Cannot be neutralized

Neither by faith in trees

Nor in a whiteness of snow

Even nor by epic of blasphemy

Towards whole world beyond world of mine

Every single dawn crushes me harder

Intoxicates with smell of the ground

The returns are more and more distant

So as the conciousness where we had come from

And bile of envy and malignancy furthermore

Neurotic displeasure with lack of influence

On decisions taken by seven milliards

Of egocentric constellations

Poison maliciously every single cell

Even the ultimate disaster that is drawing nearer

Provides me pleasure any more

Wakes up demons of yours

While I filled hell with devils of other kind

With emptiness left after all I had become intimate with!

We are sickening together and together

We shall die miserable death

Decorating agony with brocade of mysteries

Praying over soulless common matter

That decided about quality of our journey to the ground

Without raw knees and conviction of a mission

Of dragging suffering on our back

Impiously we are losing the beauty

And everything righteous left within us

We are abandoning in filth every single virtue

In a void of damnation, so as today

We shall be only wasting them still

Upright into the ground we shall be absorbed

Regreting the only sin

That blade is still too clean