The Loudest Silence

“I don't think there's a word for what that is!

Actually there is a word for that, it's love

I'm in love with her, okay?

If you're looking for the word that means caring about someone

Beyond all rationality and wanting them to have everything they want

No matter how much it destroys you, it's love!

And when you love someone, you just, you don't stop, ever

Even when people roll their eyes or call you crazy

Even then, especially then!

You just, you don't give up because

If I could give up, if I could just, you know

Take the whole worlds advice and

And move on and find someone else that wouldn't be love!

That would be, that would be some other disposable thing

That is not worth fighting for!”

Look where we are after all of this time

Finally made it I know this for sure

You were so patient with me babe

I gotta say thank you 'cause I know

I don't deserve it, oh yeah

I remember scrolling through my phone

Seeing you in places you would never go

Small payback for the pain I caused

With all the ways that I did you wrong

I didn't hear from you, yeah

Not a fucking thing from you, yeah

Lay here in bed thinking about her

Loudest silence that I ever heard

Yeah

People say they gon' change, but it never happens

And we go back to old ways and old habits

A nigga just so used to getting reprimanded

I had to hear the silence just to understand it, woo

Since then a nigga change so much

What will I do with the pieces of you?

I just need one more chance, one more chance, woah

Gotta get my baby back

Now all I have is fragments of your heart

Since you been gone it's been a lot of silence I forgot

Girl I know, this is kinda scary

Falling way back deep in love, so involuntary

All you needed was my trust, now you got it baby

Now that I got it I ain't gonna lose it

Swear to god imma prove it

Oh baby

I can't shake it, I-I-I can't shake this feeling

That nothing about me and Barney makes any sense

But love doesn't make sense!

You can't logic your way into or out of it!

Love is totally nonsensical, but we have to keep doing it or else

We're lost and-and-and-and love is dead

And humanity should just pack it in

Because love is the best thing we do

I know that sounds cheesy but it's- it's just true

You love Barney

And he loves you