Like This

Oh, yeah

Misunderstood but ain't not always been the same

I was gonna say back to grey walls and looking through the window pane

Where's my trust gone or was it ever present?

Did I leave it in the hands of a stranger, feel disconnected

Will you ride for me?

I take these promises to heart 'cause I've seen way too snakes change face but play the part well

I pour a little Martell, play Dylan with some cartel

And get a little deeper

And now I'm standing on the valley of something I can't describe

And this feeling in my brain is getting tight with the more I try

So I spark up a cigarette

Smoke half of it, chip the rest

Maybe all these chemicals been fucking with my head

I need this sunshine and these angels more than I ever did

Tryna find my relevance preaching, but what's my message here?

I just wanna see unity, something better

What made you believe you don't live forever?

Now I don't want to be like this

Caught up

With nothing left to give no

And I don't want to feel like this

So stuck

And caught up in the mix now

I don't want to be like this

Caught up

With nothing left to give no

I don't want to feel like this

So stuck

And caught up in the mix now

Now will these wings take me to heaven when they carry me up?

If I never put my hands together just to ask to above

I can't see the God in me today

Who told me to live in vein?

I won't bow down to a man for all our sins and shame

You might find me in hell with green Clarks and black hoodies

Not next to goody goodies with fortune cookies

Tryna find a meaning everywhere but inside

No wonder we're still following, we've been blind

But bro, all these television screens got us believing

Self-hate taught to break us down, so we consume it all so easy

We buy and forget pain but it's momentary

Lost in a maze, trying to explain through the smoke of this sour cherry

But do you feel like yesterday never left?

Do you wonder when this world will lift this weight off your chest?

Are we looking for a reason in all the wrong places?

Hopeless, you see it on my face, yeah

Now I don't want to be like this

Caught up

With nothing left to give no

And I don't want to feel like this

So stuck

And caught up in the mix now

I don't want to be like this

Caught up

With nothing left to give no

I don't want to feel like this

So stuck

And caught up in the mix now