Drown In It

This hurtful game we play

Let’s let our heartstring fray

And let the scarlet spray

And let the burdens weigh

What fun it seems to be

You’re unable to breathe

Under the secret’s key

Break on the count of three

(1, 2, 3!)

The loveless scars we make

Let’s let them burn and ache

And let the heartbeat fake

And let them cause a quake

The lies you wave around

While looking at the ground

Is the thing that allowed

Our anger to resound

This is love this is hate

This is what we create

This is it it’s too late

To pick up all this weight

This is one this is two

Times that I’ve lied to you

This is it "we are through!"

This is it "I love you"

The remnants of something we had

Was stuffed in a bag and used as a gag

We’re choking on a pointless regret

Only to forget and melt till we’re wet

Is it nothing? Or something? Anything?

Is it hurting? Or healing? Everything?

A loveless love and hateless hate that

We can’t hold back

Lets drown in it

Our unbreaking remorse

Is served as the first course

And down your throat I force

And I’m laughing of course

Let’s fill it to the brim

On some sort of sick whim

Until it hits the rim

Deep enough to drown in

Oh starlight shining high

Do you ever tell lies?

Do you ever go cry?

There’s nothing to deny

Pushing it on the bed

Does not count it as dead

But if you really pled

Maybe I could’ve bled

This is joy, this is pain

This is what we have stained

This is it, it’s disdain

What we haven’t obtained

This is three, this is four

Times that we’ve declared war

This is it I want more!

This is it we’re done for

Hug me baby

Make me hazy

Let’s go crazy

Dunk your head in and drown in it

Kiss me baby

Make me shaky

Are you ready?

Do you love me? Now you can’t breath in

Hug me baby

Make me hazy

Let’s go crazy

Come and fall down and drown in it

Kiss me baby

Make me shaky

Are you ready

Do you love me?

The answers obvious

Absorbed in cockiness

So why do I still love you?

The remnants of something we had

Was stuffed in a bag and used as a gag

We’re choking on a pointless regret

Only to forget and melt till we’re wet

Is it nothing? Or something? Anything?

Is it hurting? Or healing? Everything?

A loveless love and hateless hate that

We can’t hold back

The shattered lies we thought made us glad

Only left us mad, waiting to be sad

We swallowed down another regret

Yet we can’t forget and the tears soak us wet

Are we nothing? Or something? Anything?

Are we hurting? Not healing? Everything?

A loveless love and hateless hate that

You tried to hold back

But it’s useless

So let’s drown this love

Come and drown in it

Come and drown in it

Baby

So that we can’t cry

So that we can’t breathe

Baby

Come and drown in it

Come and drown in it

With me

Dunk into the lies

Dunk into the pleas

You’ll see

Won’t you drown in it?

Won’t you drown in it?

Baby

Water fills my lungs

Don’t abandon me!

Love me