Koala

I get so deep in my own head

An endless pit in my own bed

But then you pull me out again

Say, drama queen, this ain't the end

I fill up with these made-up fears

I drown myself in made-up tears

You say that this is ending here

I hold you and I disappear

I disappear

I disappear

You say, would I lie to you?

Would I lie to you?

You say, come here, my koala

Let me hold you like I oughta

I say, I'm a wreck

I'm a fucking mess

You say, come here, my koala

Let me hold you like I oughta

Some nights feel like a heavy load

A ticking clock and I explode

The words get caught up in my throat

You give me space, but keep me close

Sometimes the voices get so loud

So loud, like six feet underground

I wake up on the battleground

Scared that I won't make it out, make it out

God, what if no one remembers we're here?

Bones turned to dust as a last souvenir

I can't sleep straight through the night

You say, would I lie to you?

Would I lie to you?

You say, come here, my koala

Let me hold you like I oughta

I say, I'm a wreck

I'm a fucking mess

You say, come here, my koala

Let me hold you like I oughta

I disappear

I disappear

You say, would I lie to you?

Would I lie to you?

You say, come here, my koala

Let me hold you like I oughta

I say, I'm a wreck

I'm a fucking mess

You say, come here, my koala

Let me hold you like I oughta