If She Knew

Last night when I was all alone, knowing pretty you're gone

And then I close my eyes so as to forget all

I'll try once again, once again until solve it, although I have no hopes for this

People here seems to have no heart, seem like it all again starts

Actually I hate that time when I was lost

I look back to realize that I was stupid

I look forward and I can't see anything more

As we live, we must die

Seven sins in my life, living in a world without gods

All I got are our memories, all I need is think up stories, all I want is my whole life back to release myself

If she knew what I have grown up all this time, I think that I could be as happy as I was

Lights in town are growing softly, this magical place looks sightly

Now I think that is a nice time to start from scratch

If she knew what I have done each day of year, at end it could the beginning of a chance

Time's dead, people's always talking, makes me shout to despair, I can't remember your face

She was the most leading person in her life

Forever is just a word so senseless

When she said she did no care my heart I felt a knife in my gut

Many stars at night, almost as many as men are inside my breast

A life is not enough to cure this bounds, to remove the sorrow that you have caused me

The solar reflections travel lazy through each window till vanish above remote skylines

When you promised me a new world, so far away from earthly frustrations and mundane disillusions

Deep down I always knew that you was always lying to me again, once more, I don't wanted to trust it at all

Actually I'm trying to resolve any error made during those ears of my lifetime

Light in town are growing softly, this magical place looks sightly

She thinks that is a nice time to start from scratch

Time's dead, people's always talking, makes her shout to despair

She can't remember my face

I was the most leading person in her life

Forever is just a word so senseless