Death Inside

My mind is racing, everything's changing

All these voices telling me that I should embrace it

Never seen its eyes, I don't think I could face it

Oh, it's getting closer now

I can't fake it, I feel what I've wasted

Days gone by like erasing the pages

Pain so real that I think I can taste it

It's getting, it's getting closer now

I see the hourglass

Flipped upside down

Tell me what is the meaning

If I'm barely breathing when the clock runs out?

(I fight) I fight the feeling that's been growing underneath

(But I can't) I can't deny that this is death inside of me

Will I give up and never reach the end? Get lost inside of my own head

My demons feed on what is yet to be, death inside of me

My heart is pounding, fear is surrounding

Don't wanna take for granted everyone that's around me

But if I let 'em in, is it my fault when they drown me?

Oh, I see the end in sight

I need grounding, a break from the doubting

'Cause I can't help but think they might be better without me

I wonder when I'm gone what they'll be saying about me

I see it, I see the end in sight

And there's the hourglass

Flipped upside down (down)

Tell me what is the meaning

If I'm barely breathing when the clock runs out?

(I fight) I fight the feeling that's been growing underneath

(But I can't) I can't deny that this is death inside of me

Will I give up and never reach the end? Get lost inside of my own head

My demons feed on what is yet to be, death inside of me

Six feet deep in our backward thoughts

'Cause we've got no shame when the reaper talks, go

When the reaper talks

I can't deny that this is death inside of me

(I fight) I fight the feeling that's been growing underneath

(But I can't) I can't deny that this is death inside of me

Will I give up and never reach the end? Get lost inside of my own head

My demons feed on what is yet to be, death inside of me