That's Just Life

I know how it feels to feel alone

The king of my own fears, I never leave the throne

And I've been searching for a place inside my soul

Where all my demons can't find me when I go

Pull it together, they say

So I keep hoping for better days

I'd be lying if I said that I was fine

Cause I feel pain sometimes that I cannot describe

So do I raise my fist and curse up at the sky

Or do I close my eyes and realize, that's just life?

I know how it feels to lose control

The weight inside myself is not always my own

And I am broken, where I'll end up I don't know

But maybe that's the point, so I trust in you alone

I'd be lying if I said that I was fine

Cause I feel pain sometimes that I cannot describe

So do I raise my fist and curse up at the sky

Or do I close my eyes and realize, that's just life?

I'm holding onto hope as I turn the page

And I'm praying there is peace to be found in the pain

Tell me that tomorrow won't be the same

And tell me that this is just a season and my story doesn't end this way

I'd be lying if I said that I was fine

Cause I feel pain sometimes that I cannot describe

So do I raise my fists and curse up at the sky

Or do I close my eyes and realize, that's just life?