crying pills

I wanna take'em as much as possible

Probably watching my own death is horrible

Why do I feel this is going nowhere?

I'll burn the last package of cigarettes

I have tried different ways

I'm too young for this treatment

I've committed many mistakes

But the happiness I'll be always seekin'

Take a pill whenever you feel this

Take this another one whenever you feel that

Just because I'm feeling remiss

I act like there's nothing bad

I'm gonna die

Then die again

Then die, die, die

I cry controlled pills

I have died

I died, died of pain

Then I'll die twice

Then cut my skin and see how it feels

Dolls are the thing in this century

But not the first to make history

The more I take them, the more I wake

And now I just wanna stay (dead)

From nothing, I become an artery in your heart

Like a chained phoenix, being alive is stark

I'll keep chasing for the right medication

A perfect tulip among radiation

If I wanna die

When I'm going to the right place

Take those pills until you cry

And lock yourself in your own cage

Take a pill whenever you feel this

Take this another one whenever you feel that

Just because I'm feeling remiss

I act like there's nothing bad

I'm gonna die

Then die again

Then die, die, die

I cry controlled pills

I have died

I died, died of pain

Then I'll die twice

Then cut my skin and see how it feels

Dolls are the thing in this century

But not the first to make history

The more I take them, the more I wake

And now I just wanna stay (dead)

It's too long

You're already bored

It's too long

And I'm already sure

This is the moment where I pass away

This is the time where I throw all those pills away

I'm gonna die

Then die again

Then die, die, die

I cry controlled pills

I have died

I died, died of pain

Then I'll die twice

Then cut my skin and see how it feels

I'm gonna die

Then die again

Then die, die, die

I cry controlled pills

I have died

I died, died of pain

Then I'll die twice

Then cut my skin and see how it feels